Emptied of expectation. Relax. (tinyjo) wrote,
Emptied of expectation. Relax.

It feels like forever since I last posted here (probably because it is). I've been so busy this last month that I've hardly even read my friends page. I feel like I'm kind of drifting away from journaling and even writing at all at the moment because I'm just so consumed with trying to keep on top of my class and the diseases they give me at the same time. I guess when I get a teacher's immune system it'll maybe get easier. I sometimes think if I could just have one more hour's lie in once a week it would make all the difference but I still wouldn't switch back jobs.

I'm having to really scale back my support stuff in a big way which is another thing which feels really sad. That was the way I branched out in LJ. It was the way I met the people on my friends list who I didn't know in real life. It's been so good to me but I feel like I'm not exactly being good to it these days. I think I'll end up continuing to act in a consulting admin style role but I miss having the energy to do more (although I was never much good at the training side, tbh). Still, maybe this too will come again. I've found time this evening to sit around and type an entry for the first time for a while. I still want to be here. I just need to figure out the way to do it.
Tags: livejournal, meta, support
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